do you remember the night we went to that party? we all sat at the table and talked about disgusting weird things. and you were upset about something and i wanted to talk to you. so i pulled you into the bathroom, locked the door, and we talked for about an hour. in that short period of time we got back what an entire summer had taken away. i missed you so much.
do you remember the good times? it was fun when we would talk about nothing for hours on end. we were pirates in real life and crazy people in our imagination. it was nice to be so comfortable around you.
do you remember when we first met? jessey and i sat in front of you through the entire movie and didn't know it was you until we had to leave. we still laugh about that. you were wearing a long sleeved shirt, adidas or nike shorts, and tennis shoes. you sat on a short pole and every once and again we'd just glance over at eachother.
i remember the first time i knew i loved you. i was at kristen's house and she and i were laying on the floor talking while everyone else there had their own conversation. she was really into you and i kept telling her what a great friend you were. and in that moment i knew that you were something more to me than just another person. your friendship meant, and still means, so much to me.
you'll make her very happy, my friend. i'm sorry i didn't get to see you the other night. things got in the way. no fault of yours. perhaps, sometime very soon, we will be able to laugh, joke, and run around together like we used to. but until that moment, i'll think of our memories.
and i'll smile. | 
